Wow, has it really been 2 months since I updated. I thank everyone for their concerns! I've just been kind of MIA for a while...guess I've been too embarrassed to show myself.

I've been losing & gaining the same 3ish lbs since I last updated. These are my current stats:

Weigh-In: 256.2
Change: +0.6 from last week
BMI: 42.6
Total lbs lost: -28.8
To goal: 11.2

I haven't been doing well at all. But today is monday & time for recommittment.

A few things have changed since I last posted...I got a new job about a month ago. It's not full-time, but I make more money on the hour & it's in the town I live in. I no longer have a 20-30 minute commute there & back. With gas prices the way they are (2.80s here in Indiana) I'll be making just as much if not more without having to fill our gas tank as often!!

I'll be finished with my other job on the 24th & until then I'll be working 2 jobs.

Also, I have decided to stop the fertility medications. It was making me crazy -- poor, poor Hubby! We did 3 rounds of the meds & it wasn't working because I wasn't O'ing. So no O = no baby = crazy Emzi. I was paying all this money to drs and on medicine when what I really needed to do was listen to God.

I prayed about it & I felt as though God was telling me that it was time to take a break. So, that's what we're doing...taking a break from all the drs & meds. We're not preventing pregnancy, but not trying to induce it with meds either. We're just waiting on God to tell us what to do next!

...I wish I could post more, but sadly I have to finish getting ready for work. Have a good day all!